I have been searching for answers for the last few months. Why did this happen to my family? Is it meant to be? should I get the hell out of here? Most people probably wouldnt stick around when they find out their husbands has a mental health problem. In fact I have had several people tell me " you need to run" you need to do whats best for your family" ok well what is best for my family breaking it up or riding the crazy trail?
I had made an appointment to have my tarot cards read back in September for the first time.. The date of the appointment happened to be the day after the "incident" happened. So I go to a what I like to call Mystical store in Portland. There is a woman outside looking like she could be in an episode of Roseanne yeah know plaid shirt tough looking 80's perm that's not maintained swearing to one of Portland's finest, I try not to make eye contact and just walk into the store. Come to find out that sidewalk gypsy was the lady doing the reading. She brings me to this back room has me shuffle the cards and then starts with her wisdom from the universe. Well right off she is like I see your in a long term relationship and it seems like you are either going to be leaving it or thinking about leaving it. Well at that point I was I just witnessed my husband go ape shit and get hauled off in handcuffs of course I was thinking I needed to get the hell out. She starts telling me im gonna meet a man who is older he has kids we are going to be this big happy family i need to ditch the old and move on to the new. I left there thinking well that would be nice to meet someone and have them take care of me for a change but not really satisfied in my search for answers. I did what any normal person would do in my situation, seeked professional help and prescription drugs.
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